First letter….

Dear Mom…..So many times I think that I need to call you.  I need to share my life with you as I always have.  I miss you so much.

So, I’m going to start to write letters to you.  I have to do something to get over this mountain of grief.  I’m avoiding it.  I keep taking detours around that mountain.  I know that’s not the way to do grief.  I learned the right way to grieve when Baby JJ died!  I know better!  But I can’t seem to do it this time.  Maybe because this time you aren’t here to help me……you aren’t here to cry with me… aren’t here……

Love you,



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I am a mom of 3 -- two boys on earth and one boy in heaven. My mom is/was my best friend and since her death I've not been able to grieve as I know I should. I miss her.....I'm going to try to work through my pain here. Care to join me on my journey?

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