Dear Mom…..So many times I think that I need to call you. I need to share my life with you as I always have. I miss you so much.
So, I’m going to start to write letters to you. I have to do something to get over this mountain of grief. I’m avoiding it. I keep taking detours around that mountain. I know that’s not the way to do grief. I learned the right way to grieve when Baby JJ died! I know better! But I can’t seem to do it this time. Maybe because this time you aren’t here to help me……you aren’t here to cry with me…..you aren’t here……